Chapter 100
"You poor beast, who knows nothing of love."
The boy's eyes, as he gazed at the girl, were mixed with affection and fear. If his eyes were only for her, they would be filled with nothing but affection, but alas, the boy could not see only the girl.
Even though he had resolved to give up, the lingering attachment kept him to look straight at what was behind her.
In his eyes, there was something frightening because he couldn't understand its purpose, and something frightening because he knew its purpose, both looming behind the girl.
Even though their hands were clasped so warmly, the boy shuddered with cold.
“…Are you cold?”
The girl asked, puzzled, as she snuggled closer to the boy, but he evasively replied that he was just like this sometimes, as if embarrassed.
“Hmm… I see. I’ll keep you warm, though.”
The girl, content just to be by the boy’s side, rubbed her face against his shoulder without any suspicion.
If only she knew nothing. The boy secretly wished so. It wouldn't change anything, but if that were the case, he would at least feel less guilt.
“…Are you really okay with just eating meat?”
The boy threw a pointless joke at the girl to shake off his dark thoughts, but rather, the girl seemed tired of hearing it and struck the back of the boy's knees with her tail.
The girl, who caught the staggering boy from falling, retorted sharply, saying, ‘I know my body best’—to the boy.
Repeating what you’ve said invites violence. Engraving another piece of information, the boy decided not to bring up food anymore.
“In the first place, I’m a tiger, you know. Don’t you think it’s weird for a tiger to graze on grass?”
It’s not like you’re just picking out vegetables because you don’t want to eat them. The boy only thought the words that would invite a beating in his heart and agreed with the girl.
You think so too, right? Looking at the girl who was puffed up with pride, the boy smiled at how she could be so cute.
Because it was a secluded alleyway with no one watching, the man and woman could freely express their feelings to each other.
“…Hoyeon. Then, what do you think of me?”
Therefore, the boy decided to be a little bolder. He had confessed to the girl how he felt about her, so shouldn't he be allowed to hear it this time in return?
That was the thought behind the question. However, the girl seemed to have taken a direct hit and couldn't answer easily.
“W-Well, um… friends… no. Best friends…? No, we’re closer than that… Ugh… But… no, that doesn’t seem right… S-Sorry. I don’t know…”
The girl, as if she had received an unexpected question, kept repeating her answers, and then shyly replied that she didn't know.
“…Then, thinking of us as… lovers… is that too arrogant?”
The girl didn't know what to do at the boy's attitude of asking seriously, erasing his smile. Even though she had been seriously considering kidnapping him until just now.
In fact, the girl knew. That what she was doing was absolutely not something friends would do.
But the masculinity that remained as fragments was denying it. She tried to convince herself that if they were very close, it could be possible, and she tried not to admit it.
No, to be precise, she didn't know.
The fact that she liked the boy. She had never truly given her heart to anyone in her entire life, so she thought of this as just friendship.
But now that belief was shaking. Her heart was pounding, and her whole body was engulfed in heat, and she wanted to turn her head away right now, but the girl stared straight at the boy.
The reason was unknown to herself. She only entrusted herself to the intuition that told her not to run away.
“L-Lovers? So, um… loving… each other?”
The girl, who struggled to utter the word ‘love,’ blushed as if she would drown in embarrassment, but the boy calmly repeated her words.
“Yeah. Loving each other. Hoyeon. It might sound obvious, but I love you.”
I love you. The moment she heard those words, the girl thought something snapped inside her. But she had no time to think about what it was.
Because all her nerves were focused on that one word she had just heard. The boy conveyed his feelings to her in a way that was neither too heavy nor too light.
“Ugh… Ah…”
Perhaps because she had been confessed to so suddenly in an alleyway, the girl couldn't come to her senses. Actually, the place didn't matter.
It was her first time being loved by someone of the opposite sex, so even if she had been fully prepared, it would have been the same as now.
She would have been like this even if she was in her right mind, but since she was also in heat, it was fortunate that she was only this broken.
She repeated the word ‘love’ like a broken answering machine and barely regained her senses.
It was thanks to a question the boy threw at her.
“…How about you?”
It was short, but it was perfect for regaining her senses. The girl knew what she had to say. She had crushed even the slightest sense of resistance, but there was only one reason why she couldn't bring herself to say it.
Because she was shy.
“…I, I also… l… l-love you…!”
Having barely resolved to do it big since she was already committing the act, she finally responded to the boy's confession in a voice as small as an ant crawling.
But that was enough for the boy. Regaining his usual smile, the boy tried to ease her tension with a playful voice.
“Really? That’s a relief. I thought I was the only one who loved you.”
“That can’t be!”
As the gravity disappeared, the shyness and embarrassment she had been suppressing burst out at once, and the girl screamed.
“…Ugh. How could that be? Apologize quickly.”
Even though it may have been a joke to him, it was a colder remark to the girl than any other words. The girl demanded an apology because she was so surprised that she only realized it was a joke after seeing the boy's expression.
There was no reason to resist, so the boy obediently bowed his head to the girl in apology.
“…T-Then… if you’re sorry… you’ll do something for me, right…?”
The girl fidgeted, twitching her ears and wrapping her tail around her legs as if she was troubled. What is she going to ask for this time? The boy was secretly anticipating.
However, what the girl asked for far exceeded the boy’s expectations.
“I-If you’re sorry… um… Ki… kiss me.”
The girl, who seemed to be dying of embarrassment for suggesting it, closed her eyes and pouted her lips, her face flushed.
The boy, who couldn't even dare to predict what kind of logical leap there had been this time, slowly headed towards the girl.
“…Since it’s the first time. Be gentle…”
Something stirred within the boy, but neither the boy nor the girl noticed it. The boy simply slowly pressed his lips against the girl's lips.
The boy thought it was the same texture as he had imagined, but he had no intention of stopping there. The boy bit her upper lip.
The girl was slightly surprised by the sudden movement, but soon bit the boy's lower lip.
Thus, they were only kissing for a time that was short for the boy and long for the girl.
And the boy decided to take it one step further.
“…?!”
The girl could feel the boy's tongue slowly but surely forcing its way into her lips.
What is he doing? In the girl's knowledge, a kiss was just about touching lips. She didn't know about this.
But she felt that she didn't dislike it. Eventually, when his tongue entered her inside, the girl shyly and clumsily went out to meet him.
Would she accept it? She asked herself dozens of times in her mind, enjoying the soft and rough sensation of his tongue touching hers.
Cats have thorns on their tongues, so Hoyeon must have them too. But since it wasn't enough to cause injury, the boy intertwined his tongue with hers.
The girl was embarrassed but accepted the boy's movements.
At first, she was just reluctantly going along, but as time went on, the girl actively intertwined her tongue.
Even though they were just rubbing their tongues together, the girl was feeling ecstasy along with a strange sensation that made her whole body tingle and melt away.
This time, they licked every corner of each other's tongues, and only stopped kissing when they were slightly out of breath. The boy also felt that it was long.
“…Chyuha, haa… Heueu… You said to be gentle… since it’s the first time…”
It sounded like a resentful remark, but no resentment could be found in the girl's gaze and tone towards the boy.
Rather, her breath contained sex appeal.
“…Sorry. I went too far.”
The boy couldn't dare to meet her gaze.
They were heading to the dormitory without saying anything as if they had promised, but both the girl and the boy seemed to have uncomfortable steps.
The boy wanted to go into his room. His body was screaming not to stop, but he couldn't bring himself to do so because he knew what was behind her.
To that extent, her parents were the very definition of fear for him.
However, the girl grabbed the sleeve of his robe as he tried to enter his room.
Looking at her who was just sending a silent gaze without saying anything, he was constantly weighing fear and instinct.
“…Are you just going to leave like this…?”
And the scale tilted towards instinct due to her one word.
The boy entered the girl's room instead of his own.
Even though he knew it would get dirty anyway, the boy went to the bathroom saying he would take a shower. After taking off his clothes and showering in cold water, he thought of his old friends.
The guys who were crazy about women and threw their lives into the abyss. He used to wonder why they would do such foolish things, but now he could understand them.
If it was this kind of ruin, it might not be so bad.
What greeted him after he had cooled his head a little was the girl sitting on the bed wearing only her underwear.
Her lower body was already slightly wet, and she wore black underwear that contrasted with her milky white skin, which she usually didn't show to anyone. Her neatly folded clothes, which the boy had praised, were placed right next to her, and she was glancing at the boy, her face flushed with an emotion that was either shame or anticipation.
Thanks to that, the boy's body, mind, and thing were all heated up, and he sat next to her.
“…Hoyeon.”
“…Yeah. Dogeon.”
There was no need to confirm if she really wanted to do it. Sitting facing each other, the boy gently stroked her back.
The girl reacted sensitively to the different sensation compared to stroking over clothes.
“…Heut. Eue, heueu… Haa…”
Every time the boy's hand brushed against the girl's back, she let out a moan mixed with coyness.
As soon as he judged that he had stroked her enough, the boy slowly directed his hand towards her chest.
The girl turned her head slightly, but she didn't refuse his touch. The boy was heated up by the firm and soft sensation that could be felt even through her underwear.
The boy slowly massaged her breasts, which were slightly small and overflowing in his hand. The girl also moaned more and more in response, panting heavily.
“…Haa, Dogeon… Quickly…”
As soon as the girl's permission was given, the boy slowly took off her top. When he pulled the ribbon on the front, her breasts, which had been slightly pressed down, were fully revealed.
The boy unknowingly gave a slight force and grabbed the girl's breasts. Seeing the shape change as he applied force, the boy's thing was already at its limit.
The girl swallowed as she looked at the boy's thing that had pushed out of his pants. At first, she had mistaken it for a leg or thigh, so she wondered how big it was.
…Heu, it's that big. That kind of thing… inside here…
There was a slight fear, but more than that, her crotch was getting wet with anticipation and ecstasy.
The boy, who was touching her breasts like a child, placed his hand on the girl's thigh while holding one hand as it was.
The boy, who saw the girl's bottoms, judged that there was no need to do it long this time, and slowly moved his hand to her pelvis.
“…Haa, Haeuk…”
This time, permission wasn't given, but she didn't seem to have the mind to give permission. In the first place, she had already agreed, so the boy took off the girl's bottoms without hesitation and threw off his own bottoms.
“…Hoyeon. I’m going in.”
“Heut… Yeah, co… come on…”
He slowly inserted his thing into her hole, which she had already spread her legs while lying down.
“…Eue…Aaa…Heua, Aaa…!”
Even though she had loosened her body with a long caress, it was her first time receiving a man, so the girl let out a moan full of pain.
However, the boy could no longer maintain his reason.
Even though her membrane was torn and a little blood came out, the boy quickly slammed his thing into the girl's crack, unlike before.
“…A, Eueue…Eua… Aeuk… Dogeon…ah…”
The girl felt like something would really pop out of her mouth. She was feeling pain from the foreign sensation filling her stomach and the rapid expansion.
She called out the name of her mate and endured the pain by digging her fingernails into his back to the point where blood was forming. She felt another sensation spreading from her stomach.
It was pleasure.
As her thing fully accepted his thing, the pleasure grew more and more in her stomach every time his thing rubbed against her wall.
I feel like I’ve felt this somewhere before. The girl, panting in pleasure at the increasingly rough movements of her mate, rolled her head, which wasn't working.
Ah, that's right.
“…Hoyeon, Hoyeon…!”
The sound of flesh hitting each other echoed in the quiet room, and her head became more and more dull.
“…Heu-eut, Haang…Dogeon…!”
At the first heat—
“Euek… I’m going to… cum… inside…!”
At that moment when her mate trembled and shoved it into the girl's hole all the way to the root.
The girl's memory was cut off there.